October 9, 2005

  • Most days I don't mind, but
    today I really really HATE being single.  I have such a stupid
    reason for this.  I just went food shopping at BJ's.  90% of
    the people there who were shopping were doing so in a pair of some
    sort.  Most were male female pairs.  There were a few pairs
    of just men, but I think they were buying for businesses.  Very
    quickly my cart filled up.  By the end of my shopping experience
    my cart weighed at least twice what I do.  Of course it also had a
    faulty wheel which made it veer to the right throughout my shopping
    experience.  I looked around and noticed everyone was in a
    pair.  Hmmm... could this be so much easier.  People are
    smart, come with someone else so that you don't have to break your
    back while shopping!!!!  It would have been nice if I had someone
    who could push the cart with me.



    I miss going to Target and BJ's with Aaron.  We used to push the cart together and it was nice. 



    Basically, I think I just want
    a partner, someone who can help me out with all the stuff I have to
    do.  Yes, most of it I would do on my own anyway, but someone who at
    least would offer a hand or listen to me complain, or just be
    around would be nice. 



    I guess that's the worst
    part.  I got used to having someone around this summer.  Now
    being all alone all the time just kinda sucks.  I mean don't get
    my wrong,  I like being alone still.  I just wish I didn't
    have to be alone ALL the time....